So there are plenty of people out there with HEARTBREAKING, HEARTWRENCHING, physical diseases...
And they need support, love, encouragement.
yet, to this day, I have not been able to acknowledge that I AM SICK.
I AM NOT STRONG.
BUT I OFTEN FAIL/FALL/SLIP/SLIDE
Well. What can I say? I would LOVE to tell you all that today has been great and I have been perfect.
It would be SO EASY to say that.
I DO NOT AGREE
I WILL NOT DECIEVE
I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU RECOGNISE THE DIFFICULTY OF STANDING UP FOR YOURSELF WHILST DRUNK.
I HAVE TO TYPE MY WORDS OVER AND OVER AND OVER
AND YET WITHOUT THEM
SO MANY OF YOU WOULD BE LOST
THERE IS A REASON TO COMMIT. There is a reason to persevere, to succeed, to become more than a number on the scale.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT?
I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT THIS IS ME. HOWEVER RAW I AM. HOWEVER SAD THIS MAY BE. THIS IS ME.
Please, all of you that are scared and afraid and stuck, reach out.
It will make bearing my soul worthwhile.
I BELIEVE IN YOU ALL. THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE X