Thank you all so much for your support and your kind words. You have no idea how much it helps me to pick myself up with those statements in my mind.
This morning I got up and made myself pretty. I have a full day and I don't feel too terrible from my drink-fest so hopefully I can get myself back on the straight and narrow and put it behind me.
I thought I should explain that when I said I was still sober yesterday evening, it was a subjective degree of soberness....
Meaning that I had been relatively drunk but still able to function and not SEEM drunk all day. Rather than crying/slurring/passing out drunk that normally happens when I drink that much in one go.
I am so damn glad I began to write this blog. Today is a good day.
The dog is standing over me looking over my shoulder at my post - I guess it doesn't matter if he knows I drank hey?! He's good at keeping secrets.
Love to you all x
I'm sorry you had a slip, but don't give up on yourself. Slips in any kind of recovery can be difficult, but they don't define your worth as a person. You are still amazing. You are still brave. You are still strong.
ReplyDeleteI believe you can rise above this slip and leave it behind you. Believe in yourself and keep walking forward. You can make it through this <3
*hugs and more hugs*
Nicole